pt.form

guy too complicated
might not take place on the plateau
school`s fine
Amy's awesome and so is Trevor
guy on the Plateau sucks...wants me to make a deposit after i told him I'm at Trois Riviere
i'd lashed back at him
headache and moody
made an oath to speak french and only french
i wish i believe in oaths
ma premiere classe s'est tres bien passe
i know less french than i thought i knew
practiquer mon mauvais francais
en plus, je suis malade
J'ai ete malade pendant les trois derniers jours
i didn't mean to be sarcastic
i really did enjoy my first class
inspite of everything
ppl/ here are beyond amazing

it's raining again
weather so random
rained all day yesterday
sunny today and it's raining again
vancouver never rained like this

four weeks in
and i guess you're right
i'm still at the base of the grind
and had yet to climb
my breath runs short
my body heavy
with baggage and emotions
i haven't yet learned to handle

i don't understand people
with their words like air
and their minds like water
actions and words never intersect eachother
handle trust like the game of poker
i'm not an exception

i lost the place on the plateau
i could have looked further to find better
and it wasn't a great lost
as the guy is flimsy and he said
he couldn't trust me...or didn't feel well with me
so i dont understand why i feel like i've lost
i guess it's b/c i was so close to accomplishing something
and i pushed it all away
so i'm starting anew again
it'll be okie...
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P.S. found internet in the library =)
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