incoherent-ness

wine bar--last night at Trois Riviere
piknicelectronik--looks like a spring (except it's summer) party outdoors
zumba class--so sore but fun

liz's surprise breakfast tomorrow!
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aug. 20. Beag is sleepin by my feet right now. Il est très mignon. I took more pictures of him. I'll post them a little later.
Took Liz to a Zumba class for her birthday present. Feeling the burn from Tuesday's class. I don't think I would be going back anymore though. I want to find a good French class soon. I hope everyone is well!
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August 21, 2009
They say that good things come to the people who are patient. But these things are always uncertain. I guess I could have waited for the other two people to respond to me before signing that lease. But one called me to look at her place later on that afternoon and one just now. What if I didn’t like these places then I would have lost this room. I would have remained in the state of complete nothingness just b/c I was waiting for something better to possibly come along. I like certainty and security, it seems. But this possibility of something better, because it does sound better, irks me. And I think of the lost I made when I agreed to the guy on the plateau. The Chinese apartment was actually really good and resourceful as well. They were really nice to me. But I have settled for this apartment and I know I would get use to it like I get use to everything and I’m sure I could manage…but it is not ideal at this point in time. I am sure it will be though. It’ll have to be.